I haven't lost my marbles, I never had any to begin with!

indeed, valentine's day is tomorrow.  and though i may have a special someone, he'll be off at college so i won't be able to see him alyssa invited me to her yw cause it's combined and the guys are in charge, i think i'll go to it and see how it is because chances are if i don't do that i'll be stuck at home with myself with nothing but a computer to entertain me, haha.  eh maybe i'll call him.  i don't know if he'd call me.  i don't know anymore.  i guess he likes someone else too, and by the way he was acting yesterday it was starting to appear that he didn't like me anymore... i got 3 hugs from him.  trevor flirted with me more than him.  lol that's just a weird thought.  i'm probably overanalyzing things, like girls usually do.  i don't really know why i'm worrying about it anyways cause it's my fault i told him i felt like we should just be friends... but there's friends with benifits, isn't there?  bleh.  i'm done, i'm not going to worry about it anymore. (ha that's what i always say... then the next day it starts again)